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"alonesomes"

"She said: 'I'll throw myself away, they're just photos after all.'

I can't make you hang around.  I can't wash you off my skin.

Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out; you won't remember anyway."

"I can go with the flow, but don't say it doesn't matter anymore."

 

-Josh Homme, Queens of the Stone Age: 'Go with the Flow'

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Posted by Leanna - Saturday, October 24, 2015 - 3:04pm


All you know of me is what I've chosen to show you.
Posted by Leanna - Thursday, October 22, 2015 - 2:18am


change is coming

My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue
 
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes coming down
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
 
My shadow..My shadow
Change is coming through my shadow
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again
 
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions
 
I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
 
My shadow
Change is coming
Now is my time
Listen to my muscle memory
Contemplate what I've been clinging to
Forty six and two ahead of me
 
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through
 
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through
 
See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side
Step into the shadow
Forty six and two are just ahead of me

 

Posted by Leanna - Thursday, October 22, 2015 - 2:16am


icarus girl

“Once you let people know anything about what you think, you're dead.  Then they'll be jumping about in your mind, taking things out, holding them up to the light and killing them, because thoughts are supposed to stay and grow in quiet, dark places, like butterflies in cocoons.” 

― Helen Oyeyemi, The Icarus Girl

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Posted by Leanna - Thursday, October 22, 2015 - 1:23am


Yesterday

I dreamt I gave my soul away.

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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, October 21, 2015 - 3:24pm


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"Deep in the human unconscious
is a pervasive need for a logical universe
that makes sense.
But the real universe is
always
one step beyond logic."

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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, October 21, 2015 - 12:00am


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Posted by Leanna - Tuesday, October 20, 2015 - 11:27pm


Courage

ˈkərij/

noun

1)  the ability to do something that frightens one.

"she called on all her courage to face her demons"

2)  strength in the face of pain or grief.

"she fought her illness with great courage"

synonyms: bravery, courageousness, valor, fearlessness, intrepidity, nerve,
daring, audacity, boldness, grit, true grit, hardihood, heroism, gallantry;

Posted by Leanna - Tuesday, October 20, 2015 - 3:27pm


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Posted by Leanna - Tuesday, October 20, 2015 - 9:48am


Presence

When I walk, I walk with you.
Where I go, you're with me always.

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Posted by Leanna - Sunday, October 18, 2015 - 10:00pm