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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, October 5, 2016 - 1:21pm


"all she asks is the strength to hold me"

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Posted by Leanna - Saturday, October 1, 2016 - 6:12pm


Seeing the hanged man represents change, but usually an alteration in mental attitude rather than physical circumstances.  There are two main meanings:  The reader may be in some type of limbo-- you may have to bide your time while one chapter of your life comes to an end before another one begins afresh.  Regardless, you should be patient despite your anxieties, because this time will best be utilized for careful reflection.  There are valuable lessons to be learned.   

The second meaning is to look at life from a different perspective, this often involves viewing from a more spiritual angle and placing less value on things material.  Follow your heart under all circumstances.

Dreams of the hanged man may link to impending change (disguised as death-- the end of something).  Personal sacrifice; the death of one part of self so that further growth and change can occur; surrender.  The pains and struggles when realizing this truth.  

Symbolized also by crucifixion (a sense of self-sacrifice in the maturing process)...  You are surrendering and sacrificing your physical and ego needs for what you sense is a more spiritual and essential you.  

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Posted by Leanna - Saturday, October 1, 2016 - 12:55pm


"Everything is a self-portrait. A diary. Your whole drug history's in a strand of your hair. Your fingernails. The forensic details. The lining of your stomach is a document. The calluses on your hand tell all your secrets. Your teeth give you away. Your accent. The wrinkles around your mouth and eyes. Everything you do shows your hand."
--Chuck Palahniuk, Diary

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Posted by Leanna - Saturday, October 1, 2016 - 12:13pm


To see images of forest indicates your natural unconscious desires and instincts.  The Self you are underneath what we may express through our needs for social and physical survival.  The magickal world of the subconscious, full as it is of strange forces, primeval creatures, and miraculous beings.  If you are exploring the forest, it shows you becoming aware of the level of yourself that hidden by the civilized activities of daily life.  You will become more aware of meeting your internal animals.  This is the country of dreams; in the forest, you are in touch with all the wisdom of the earth.  Your past, present, and future are all here, becoming something miraculous beyond your wildest dreams.  

Meeting wild animals suggests you are encountering aspects of your Self and personality that you have not yet learned to direct or utilize.  These may include urges and spontaneous feelings that deviate greatly from the self you have previously known.  They are an expression of instincts you have not integrated within your life, but will be of immeasurable potential.  

Raccoon-- You are being asked to let go of a situation, person, belief, or habit.  It could also mean that you should accept the gifts being offered to you right now by the universe.  Take time to look at the whole picture of your life (both the seen and the unseen).  Leave no stone unturned in your quest for resolution.  Do not keep secrets from yourself.

Fox-- Your intuitive spirit will find your way around any obstacles.  You are to utilize your quick wit and adaptability.  You will be responsive and cunning, and blend in well with your situations and surroundings.  The solution to a problem is at hand.  You are being guided to solitude and silence until a way out is shown.  

Raven-- Synchronicity is pending.  Big changes are coming into your life right now.  Expect positive outcomes.  

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Posted by Leanna - Tuesday, September 27, 2016 - 3:33am


"Writing is the intelligent but unbiased heart living in its own beating.
The only way to gain detachment, also from that heart, is to remain intimately involved with its ebb and its flow.
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- Breyten Breytenbach, from Intimate Stranger; “Going”

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Posted by Leanna - Sunday, September 25, 2016 - 9:29pm


( stay hungry ; stay foolish )

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Posted by Leanna - Thursday, September 22, 2016 - 1:21am


"She turned away, but with the autumn weather  
Compelled my imagination many days, 
Many days and many hours: 
her hair over her arms and her arms full of flowers."

 

excerpt featuring T.S. Eliot // capture  via Anna Demarco Photography
(happiest autumnal equinox)

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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, September 21, 2016 - 11:56pm


"

Love you.  I just came back from
my trip yesterday.  I am alright
but I am very homesick.  Can't
wait to see you.  Hope all is well

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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, September 21, 2016 - 11:54am


Posted by Leanna - Friday, September 16, 2016 - 11:52am