"Hot cherry on Friday night,
when the sun goes down my spine.
I put an axe in my baby's head,
I'm gonna end up doing time.
She looks so good in red"

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Posted by Leanna - Friday, December 23, 2016 - 9:33pm


(Goodnight to all of those
who never receive a goodnight.)

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Posted by Leanna - Friday, December 23, 2016 - 3:33am


I hold much gratitude for these experiences.  All of them-- every moment of suffering, every iota of manipulation, every tear I shed for a lost cause-- and at the same time, I'm trying not to be completely hateful about the people and the places that brought me here-- because they too, had a part in it.  That is an important, albeit, difficult truth I must acknowledge to myself foremost before I proceed.     

And with this in mind, I'm attempting to put it behind me in the only way I know how.  Starting over again-- a new beginning entirely.  I am not afraid-- I was born to do this.  I'll delight to burn it all down; I'll rise once again from the ashes.
 
(Wish me luck).

12/28

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Posted by Leanna - Sunday, December 18, 2016 - 8:31pm


I love you not only for everything you are; but for all that you aspire to be.

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Posted by Leanna - Thursday, December 15, 2016 - 9:37pm


"The reason you went through all that was so you could help and heal others through their own pain...
Try to heal yourself everyday, as best as you can, and we will do the rest."

A tea party often represents some stimulating idea, hope, person, or contact experienced.  It represents the change that can be made on behavior by inner energies.  

Celebrations of any represent light-heartedness, the desirous feeling of love/social acclaim/family togetherness.  

Ancestral indications represent the intricate web of cultural and family influences, physically and psychologically, that our bodies and personalities arose from.  

(You're getting closer).

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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, December 14, 2016 - 8:06am


Did I dream that you dreamt of me?

Maybe we are a little bit in love.
 

"Enormity does not frighten me;
it is only among tremendous things that I feel happy and at ease.
It is only among tremendous things that I feel sad and at ease.
It is only among tremendous things that I feel at all.
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- Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a diary entry
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Posted by Leanna - Wednesday, December 14, 2016 - 12:06am


Full Cold Moon in Gemini on December 13th during the early evening hours, will warm our blood with the very sight of her.  

During this moon, focus on what you would like more of in your life...  Hold the belief in your heart that it is already yours.  
Doubly manifest your dreams by holding them dear.  
Lightly;
remember they are alive.   

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Posted by Leanna - Tuesday, December 13, 2016 - 3:15pm



 

It's gettin' near dawn,
When lights close their tired eyes.
I'll soon be with you my love,
To give you my dawn surprise.
I'll be with you darling soon,
I'll be with you when the stars start falling.
 
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going
In the sunshine of your love.
 
I'm with you my love,
The light's shinin' through on you.
Yes, I'm with you my love,
It's the morning and just we two.
I'll stay with you darling now,
I'll stay with you till my seas are dried up.
 
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going
In the sunshine of your love.
 
I'm with you my love,
The light's shinin' through on you.
Yes, I'm with you my love,
It's the morning and just we two.
I'll stay with you darling now,
I'll stay with you till my seas are dried up.
 
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going
In the sunshine of your love.

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Posted by Leanna - Monday, December 12, 2016 - 4:05pm


Dreaming of blackbirds symbolize "death" (an ending)-- or something significant in one's life that is in the process of coming to an end.  It could be some aspect of self is dying while another is being born.  Also could mean something we are unaware of but is just on the verge of coming into consciousness.  

Birds that are hatching from eggs symbolize our birth and infancy, or rebirth.  Something new and uplifting coming into life, or coming to life within us.  The nest symbolizes security; the womb; maternal urges.

The number five represents change; uncertainty; the unknown.  The unity that arises from the aspects of the Self.  

A gift depicts an intuition; unconscious knowledge; or something valuable received in a relationship... Such as support, self-worth, acceptance.  Sometimes a dream reminds us of the gift of life, and shows us how we might relate to it.  Fertility and the coming of child (birth of something) is always a wonderful gift.  

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Posted by Leanna - Monday, December 12, 2016 - 9:33am


'she is present; mingled with the dark of night sky and the scent of rose garden after rain.  streaks of violet and gold, moody and sad from some mysterious ill unknown to her.  temperamental as a star.  born that way, with that blue in her eyes.'  //

photo
// poetry

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Posted by Leanna - Thursday, December 8, 2016 - 10:44am