Here.

Cease in regarding the future with a sort of nervous anticipation.  Everything had to occur in the succession in which it did in order for you to have arrived at this precise juncture in time.  All events unfolded in the manner of a domino pattern toppling in perfect imperfection...  Even at times when you had doubts to the beautiful disaster which unfolded before you...  You remain, without a doubt, here.  
Exactly where you are destined to be.  

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