'It was only a dream.' Thursday, September 25, 2014

I don’t know what to say other than I’ve been feeling empty as empty can be.  It seems as if my life is a circle- a great, big, vast circle that is never ending and eternal and I have witnessed personally that the beginning of something is always reminiscent of the end; it will persist in repeating and replaying itself over and over until the rightful lessons are learned and the important pieces are taken with you and carried within the pocket that is your heart.   Now I have truly recognized that when personalities and situations reappear it is because you haven’t learned the first time, therefore you must get it right, you must pass these “tests” until you are able to forgive yourself and move on.  “Remembering” is what we call it.  Forgiving oneself is the key piece in all of this.  If you do not forgive, you are unable to forget.  Dwelling within any negative past memories is counterproductive and not what the Soul was meant for.  The Soul is meant to grow and stretch and prosper with any and new experiences; never dwelling and wallowing in sorrow but taking your sorrow and turning it into joy.  Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.  Remember that eternal life is not far at all.  ‘The enduring life is the one that begins once we awaken from this world.  And it is in that awakening that we realize...  It was only a dream.’

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