mirror/water

I visited the Pacific Ocean for the first time in my life this morning.  I carried my petals and tried to think pure thoughts as I poured them into the ocean around me, as the moon beamed on the waves.  I felt thankful of course, and yet I still tried to focus on one thought or feeling of gratitude but instead I felt many emotions: excitement, anxiety, disbelief at where I was at this moment in my life, and how it was that I ended up there, and the soul that I was with at that moment and why... It made me so happy and it made me so sad that I didn't know what to feel, so I poured all my feelings together with my petals into the crashing waves at my feet.  I wished for the best.