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'I loved you so much once.  I did.  More than anything in the whole wide world.  Imagine that.  What a laugh that is now.  Can you believe it?  We were so intimate once upon a time I can't believe it now.  The memory of being that intimate with somebody.  We were so intimate I could puke.  I can't imagine ever being that intimate with somebody else.  I haven't been.'
― Raymond Carver