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"Secrecy flows through you, a different kind of blood.  It’s as if you’ve eaten it like a bad candy, taken it into your mouth, let it melt sweetly on your tongue, then allowed it to slide down your throat like the reverse of uttering, a word dissolved into its glottals and sibilants, a slow intake of breath – And now it’s in you, secrecy.  Ancient and vicious, luscious as dark velvet.  It blooms in you, a poppy made of ink."

capture by Andrew P. Gibson

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Do not let your heart be troubled,
and do not be afraid.

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...she's on the dark side.'

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Morpheus by Lindsey Carr

QUEEN, n. A woman by whom the realm is ruled when there is a king,
and through whom it is ruled when there is not.
--Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary

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Because I still haven’t learned how

to tell the whole truth yet.

Because I still can’t speak when 

certain people are watching.

Because I have a lot of questions

but give a lot of answers.

Because I can’t breathe.

Because I am always in love and

never brave with it.

Because my mouth isn’t a kingdom.

Has never been a kingdom. 

Could never be a kingdom.

Do you even know? The difference

between being soft and 

being suffocated?

Because I don’t.

Because I wrap my hand 

around the fist.

Because I put the blanket over

the fire.

Because I kiss the wound and 

wear it like lipstick.

Don’t leave me behind. Don’t 

forget about me. Don’t hold

it against me.

Because I’m still young. 

Because I have time.

Because I’m still young.

Because I have time.

Because saying that doesn’t feel 

as free as it used to.

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Caitlyn Siehl, Have Time

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There is something unspeakably comforting in watching the most intimate pieces of yourself drift and descend into the waves, succumbing to the blue unknown.  You know in your heart that the place they are going is even more beautiful than where you currently stand.   You want to laugh and you want to cry all at once, because it means that all your earthly pain was for a purpose.  And you need have no fear.  

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Be careful, darling.
Abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones." 
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The sea and the sky are the same shade of blue.

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"Perhaps all the dragons of our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us once beautiful and brave.  Perhaps everything terrible is in its deepest being something helpless that wants help from us.

So you must not be frightened if a sadness rises up before you larger than any you have ever seen; if a restiveness, like light and cloudshadows, passes over your hands and over all you do.  You must think that something is happening with you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand; it will not let you fall.  Why do you want to shut out of your life any uneasiness, any miseries, or any depressions?  For after all, you do not know what work these conditions are doing inside you.”

― Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

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"On July 31st we have a FULL MOON Blue Moon rising in ☆Aquarius☆ Aquarius, the water bearer, brings inklings of expansive vision and a new breath release which comes after facing our struggles.  Time to take some good deep breaths and remember that amidst all the movement, change, and turmoil stirring in our world, we have the power to ground ourselves wherever we are, and anchor into the stillness within our aliveness.  That sweet anchoring will help us dance with the changes that come our way and re*mind* us to stay open as we clear the slates for the new.  ✨"Your enthusiasm, idealism, and creativity could be strong.  You may be bursting with new ideas and sudden insights.  You can move from breakdown to breakthrough.  You are experiencing an expansion in consciousness.  Brilliant Breakthroughs may require that you raise your standards and upgrade your relationships.  It is time to speak your truth.  Choose what is right for you." ✨

via mystic mamma

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' "The Edge... there is no real way to explain it because the only ones who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over."

- Hunter S. Thompson

Because at the edge, 
There is only one type of person;
Or lack of one.
The person that is still there, 
And the person that is gone. 
Unfortunately, 
Being one-in-the-same, 
Requires a bit too much
For one person to ask. '

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"Not by much steady wins"

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