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2016/11/05-2016/11/06 (the poetry of sleepless nights)

(It is myself whom I have never met,
whose face is imbued in the dark of my mind.
Please let the light in.)

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(7)

Dreams of seven relate to the cyclic expressions of time and cosmos.  An outer expression of an inner spiritual principle.  The influence upon the physical, of the invisible rhythms within man, the cosmic keyboard of harmonic vibrations and energies.  Seven is the number of initiation.  

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Imprints of beggary link with feelings or traits of shame or inadequacy.  Feeling low or lack of self-worth.  In a few cases, a wise man lies underneath the exterior, who may be able to discern the secrets of life and destiny.  Meeting the loss of all material support and social standing... and the wisdom and strength gained as a result.

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yellow

did you know there's a butterfly

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you

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(two-thousand-sixteen, eleven, oh-three

I haven't had the guts to write as of late.  I'm afraid it's because of what I'll discover swimming beneath the depths of me.  I think stress is causing me to be a different person.  I'm losing things, small things, large things... forgetting what I'm doing and where I'm going and how the stars sing at night.  I haven't been up during those hours.  Sleeping too much, sleeping too little.  I don't remember where home is...  what it's supposed to look like or feel like.  All I can remember is the ocean in reverse.

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Daydreaming.

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dreamers

they never learn, they never learn

beyond the point of no return, of no return

 

and it's too late

the damage is done, the damage is done

 

this goes beyond me, beyond you

the white room by window

where the sun goes through

 

we are just happy to serve, just happy to serve

you

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(iii)

When shall we meet again?
In thunder, lightning, or in rain?
//
@jeffreythomasphoto and I ventured out to Salem one year ago this weekend past, serendipitously on my parents wedding anniversary, exact place and date. This memory is too lovely not to share. Happiest Hallow's Eve .:*

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"It would bring us together."

"You and she?"

"You and us."

Héquat // Christophe Paredes // (resin, pigment, and inks on paper)

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happy halloween today

today
vanilla tea in something sweet
vanilla tea bath
vanilla tea sky
vanilla flowers in my hair

something for you
something tiny & bright
like a twinkle in the hand
a fairytale

little fox on my shoulder
little fox in my lap
the taste of you in my mouth
desert mountain blanket
water raining down

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"How could she fly off the bed like that?"

"Pathological states can induce abnormal strength.
Accelerated motor performance."

Ariel (Illustration to Act V, Scene 1 of William Shakespeare’s The Tempest)
by Henry Fuseli, early 1800s

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Mother,

Mother, I am ravenous.
Sometimes during late October, I will not whisper my own name.

capture // excerpt

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"In this light,

the blood is black.
Tell me my name."
- Sylvia Plath, from “Maenad,” Crossing the Water 

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old things/

old feelings.

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The boy loves me

but he holds my hand too hard.

Love Disarmed, Will Hicok Low

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'C'est l'amour

'C'est l'amour, l'amour, l'amour /
qui fait le monde à la ronde' 

@sydnvyshea

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Is but a sleep

'Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting /
the soul that rises with us, our life's star /
hath elsewhere had its setting /
and cometh from afar'

@sydnvyshea

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Your heart

'Your heart is a bloody plum in a bed of roses /
your body the bone garden of my dreams /
I could prick my finger on your thorn
and sleep for a thousand years' 

capture @sydnvyshea 
in autumn ablazed hollis, nh

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//surely You are in this place//

"Enlighten me; move from within me like a song"

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<3

A message for you.

"Woodpecker is letting you know that it is time to be observant and pay careful attention to what is around you, because opportunity has come knocking.  Great changes are happening in your life and it is up to you to seize the moment.  It may be the renewal of an old project, the finishing of a new project, or simply a serendipitous meeting with someone in your life. Whatever way you perceive it, know that the door is wide open for you right now and that success is yours for the asking."

Dreams of woodpecker indicate that it is time for you to take special notice in your waking life.  There is something that you have overlooked, and it may be the answer you seek. 

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I would let love take me like the tide.

Only now do I realize what she was trying to tell me, that love was never a regret.  I wish I could thank her for speaking to me so earnestly, for I've carried her words with me from that moment onward.  I'd let love take me like the tide and carry me away, and I would no longer fight it.
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capture by trina bean
i love you, you always find me when i need you most. my forever day.

x
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(frantic reveries)

 

" today i heard laughing flowers... the closer i approached them, the louder their whispers grew.

 

i recalled what i read much earlier & tried so much to stay in the moment;

 

i waver softly, desperately...  i have miles to go before i sleep.

miles to go

 

and i wonder

 

what could be more beautiful or more pure than you? "

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(Just happy to serve you.)


dreamers
they never learn
they never learn
beyond the point
of no return
of no return
 
and it's too late
the damage is done
the damage is done
 
this goes
beyond me
beyond you
the white room
by window
where the sun goes
through
 
we are
just happy to serve
just happy to serve
you

"

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